Esraa Alkhateeb, Grade 12
UWC Mostar
Now I am sitting on my desk, having my pen inside my hand, thinking about the present, where am I right now, fully conscious of myself, I don't feel like that always, consciousness is really a blessing sometimes. I can not fully understand how am I feeling at the moment. Trying to remember all the terms that describe the feelings. And still can not find something that describes it exactly. Maybe it is satisfaction with some sadness or happiness. Not really sure.
It is really interesting. The topic of human feelings. Who can determine what you feel at the moment? Is it you? Is it the circumstances around you? I think we can not really choose what we feel at the moment. We are always taught to hide some feelings and try to feel positive, or hopeful. Little we are told to accept all feelings, even the ones we find uncomfortable or disturbing. I myself try always to feel the moment. Every moment. Because I strongly believe every moment is important in one's life. Or maybe that is just our life, is just a mix of our feelings.
It is really interesting. The topic of human feelings. Who can determine what you feel at the moment? Is it you? Is it the circumstances around you? I think we can not really choose what we feel at the moment. We are always taught to hide some feelings and try to feel positive, or hopeful. Little we are told to accept all feelings, even the ones we find uncomfortable or disturbing. I myself try always to feel the moment. Every moment. Because I strongly believe every moment is important in one's life. Or maybe that is just our life, is just a mix of our feelings.
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